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I  visited  Silicon  Valley  research  institutes  because  my  friend
            worked there. I saw interesting figures buzzing around the place
            - I think with the intention of getting information. When I was
            in San Francisco, I felt  like I had got far enough from home.
            The  long  distance  oppressed  me,  but  I  was  not  tormented  by
            homesickness. When I started traveling back homeward, I felt
            that I could no longer settle in this country. Maybe somewhere
            in Europe, if you really have to. But there was no need, because
            when I got home, I was greeted by a Hungary that was changing
            in  full  force:  the  dismantling  of  the  Iron  Curtain,  free  travel,
            unleashed hopes, unbounded expectations. The only thing that
            bothered me was how the two separate worlds of the European
            countries, east and west, that lived next to each other and were
            now uniting would deal with that mercilessly large financial and
            economic  difference.  I  didn't  think  that  for  many  it  would
            quietly look like a lost war.
            I continued to teach at the university until 1992, when I left the
            university  due  to  the  many  new  regulations  that  had  been
            introduced by the new government, the lack of time due to the
            increased  bureaucracy,  and  the  increased  turnover  of  our
            language  school  and  my  commitment  to  our  teachers.  Just  in
            time. More and more jobs disappeared, and not only in industry,
            but  also  in  education,  because  of  the  reorganizations,  many
            became  vulnerable.  It  turned  out  that  the  protection  of  trade
            union  interests  was  a  tool  of  the  power  machine  under
            communism, and it did not show strength during the change of
            regimes  in  1989,  it  did  not  stop  the  processes  going  in  the
            wrong  direction,  the  workers  got  in  a  disorganized  situation
            which  had  been  characteristic  a  hundred  years  earlier.  The
            common  wealth  slowly  changed  hands  in  a  maze  of  all
            kinds  of  practices  organized  by  known  and  unknown
            faces. The regime change took place by compromise and
            quickly, with the presence of Russian soldiers for a while,
            between the representatives of the former power and the
            new opposition, which was often naïve and argued with a


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