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career out of it and became the director of a larger institution. I
            worked on the material a lot in the late afternoon hours at the
            quiet  university.  I  loved  working  there,  the  windows  had  a
            beautiful  view of the Danube, the university gardens, and the
            parks. Each season surprised people with a different atmosphere
            on campus. I walked the patinated buildings, the parks full of
            flowers  and  enjoyed  the  tranquility,  the  loving  looks  and
            expressions of the students. Well, yes, I taught English with all
            its  pros  and  cons  -  and  I  learned  modern  science  from  them.
            One afternoon, the party secretary of the faculty, an educated
            and perceptive woman, came in and asked:
            - Pali, have you ever thought about joining the party? Ice-cold
            terror ran down my spine. What can I say to escape? The nice
            and quiet work environment came to an end in one fell swoop.
            The Power entered the room. At that time, I was not so naive
            anymore and I was already the father of a small child. I worked
            from 6 a.m. to 9 p.m. at the university, at the language school,
            and held exams so that we could pay back the loan we took out
            for building an apartment and make our little dreams come true.
            I will be home more with my second child - that was my secret
            plan.
            The  party  secretary  also  felt  that  the  air  was  frozen,  but  she
            insisted on the answer, and with a sudden thought, I said that I
            do not feel that I am yet ideologically advanced enough to join
            the party.
            "Pali, you're such an idiot," replied the woman, whom I liked as
            a person anyway, but I only had a problem with her office. He
            left the room laughing. Well, that didn't work out - I thought,
            and  I  knew:  I  won't  make  a  career  here,  that's  for  sure.  It
            happened that way. But a little later, at a personal development
            program meeting with a staff member - party secretary - head of
            department, it was suggested that I go to Foix-maxi. This was
            an  advanced  training  in  the  doctrines  of  Marx  and  Engels
            lasting several years. Every teacher at the university had to have
            a self-development plan for several years, and in principle this



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