Page 54 - Microsoft Word - 01_A MÁSIK OLDAL English.doc
P. 54

was  similar to  the  practice  of  prestigious  foreign  universities.
            But  that's  all.  It  represented  nothing  of  higher  values.  The
            sabbatical  year,  when  the teacher  goes on a self-development
            leave after 7 years, was also unknown, and I could continue to
            list the differences. I indicated that upon obtaining my diploma,
            I  got  to  know  these  doctrines  in  depth  and  exhaustively  and
            took  enough  exams  from  them,  even  state  exams.  I  see  the
            details well and I don't get lost.
            -  But,  it  comes  with  a  special  leave  of  31  days  -  was  the
            decisive argument - I think it had a hard effect in other cases.
            However,  I  could  not  imagine  taking  out  my  previous
            ideological  books  with  my  comments  on  the  margins  that
            refuted theses. I don't take time off during the teaching period -
            I answered, and it was true, during the 22 years I spent at the
            university,  I  never  once  missed  classes  due  to  illness.  In  my
            family, which has a teaching background, missing a lesson was
            considered  an  offense  against  the  profession.  There's  the
            summer, it's the teacher's. There are also the two months. At the
            university, however, we were practically free after May. Why
            31 extra days off, I thought. My students are mine, there is no
            need  for  replacements  or  substitution.  So  that  there  was
            profound silence at the trial.
            - You have a child in the university nursery, your wife works,
            without further training I fear that you will not be able to stay at
            the university for a long time - was the verdict of the staff. I
            thought that by then I had blocked the ideas for joining the party
            and my ideological further education in a nice quiet way - but,
            forever writing myself off some list, I announced that I would
            take  Russian  and  German  language  exams,  because  I  was
            learning the languages. It was true - I learned German. "Well,
            that's not enough," was the answer, a language teacher should
            know  more,  was  the  answer,  and  they  wrote  that  I  would  be
            admitted to the university's correspondence course in Russian,
            and I lived on that for seven or eight years: I had a program, but
            I  just  didn't  do  it,  they  didn’t  start  a  Russian  correspondence



                                       54
   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59